Since having a job and actually earning a wage my brain has gone: fantastic now we can buy things! But I am having to learn that the same money is not the same when spent on different things; which is difficult because when you have no money, you can’t buy anything so it’s easy – you just don’t buy things. But now I have to work out which things it’s ok to buy and which things is not.
Learning the right things to buy is taking some time, and sometimes I get it wrong but it’s so easy to become desensitized to spending large sums of money when large bills come in each month just to keep a roof over my head and food in my tummy. Hopefully I will learn soon…. Otherwise I will die of starvation and they will find my body with a large collection of fabulous footwear!